Subtitles

It is one of those times which have a subtitle. A subtitle of anticipating change, which causes inner rumbles, excitement, anxiety, disquietness. A whole armada of feelings even though nothing is decided yet, just the thought of a change which might come.


Probably the waiting is the worst, waiting if it happens, if that job offer comes or not. If I have to be more proactive to make it happen, playing my political cards, when is the right time to do so as I am somehow sitting between the chairs.

The whole situation also stired a lot of thoughts and reflection about the future, wishes, desires, visions, hopes and fears.

Being patient here is not easy, but I probably have to still for a couple of weeks. Next milestone is therefore my skiing holidays in 2 weeks.