Feeling

David Gray yesterday was just amazing! Awesome!
It was unplugged with songs across all albums and also new ones. Piano, guitars, base, drums and traditional Irish instruments. His voice just gives you shivers down the spine. The songs are so emotional, the music, the lyrics... it just gets under you skin.
I was sitting there like in anoter world. A world of emotions, thoughts, just taken on this wave of feeling. Feeling myself.

Lately, I try more often to get these moments where I feel myself.
Feel who I am, how I feel, what I feel in this special moment. Be it jumping in the cold river, where you feel every muscle getting tense and your breath accelerating and you need to swim very fast to keep warm. Be it turning on loud music in the flat when I am alone and just dancing around while cooking. Feeling the warm sun on your skin and how cosy it makes you feel. Feeling a smile on my lips, the chilly wind blowig through my hair.
Feeling myself from toe to head.

Just me.